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Hoping To Believe (Ft. Jon Jinx)

from Soundscapes by Jaan Landheer

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Take these imperfections
And make me whole again
All my misconceptions
Used to be my only friend
Stop and count my blessings
Give me something I can feel
All I ever wanted
Was to know that love is real

I don’t claim to have the answers to
The reasons we deceive
Still I pose my questions
Hoping to believe

Why am I the only
One without a remedy
When everything is broken
Lies are free but don’t come cheap
As I ask forgiveness
Watch the night turn to the day
Wishing for a reason
Why my thoughts won’t fade away

I don’t claim to have the answers to
The reasons we deceive
Still I pose my questions
Hoping to believe

What’s your excuse for breathing?
I’m just dying to remain
After all my treasons
I know I shouldn’t complain

(Jinx)
I shouldn’t complain cuz I’m still tryin to get more
The world ahead makes me feel so dismal
I’m either sick or a scarred individual
The healing never stops cuz the pain is residual
I’m physically fine, mentally dying
I lyrically shine, permanently trying to define my
Reason for being, they want to deceive
I want to believe, but I don’t want to eat from that tree
No, I’m more like a warlock
Gore like a horror plot
Absorb your lies, no I can afford not
One thing is certain, death is a sure shot
Trying to shake the fakeness before the floor drops
Out from under me, that be lovely
Just to make it all stop when the blackness covers me
Why do everybody act like they can’t have love for me
But it end no coming back once the track is done for me
Cuz I’m just that way, I’m pissed ok
I don’t really wanna use my clip today
If I wish to stay I’d be ripped away
Don’t nobody care what I’ve got to say
But hopefully I can see
Something that’ll spark a change in me
Try to normalize the strange in me
I’m hoping to believe in me

I don’t claim to have the answers to
The reasons we deceive
Still I pose my questions
Hoping to believe

I don’t claim to have the answers to
The reasons we deceive
Still I pose my questions
Hoping to believe

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from Soundscapes, released December 22, 2014

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Jaan Landheer Santa Barbara, California

Insightful and meaningful lyrics are Jaan's strong suit. Jaan's music holds a unique color that reflects his unusual life experiences. It is full of caring, insight, compassion and truth. It is also cutting edge and highly original.

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